current location: my room - waiting for Nic
how I feel inside: confused
songs my heart sings: I Knew I Loved You - Savage Garden
How come no body ever starts journal entries with "Dear Diary..." anymore? I guess this isn't technically a "diary" but still. Anyway, I think today I'll start this one that way. I have a few minutes before Nic comes and picks me up so I wanted to write this.
How many calories are in a grape? I gained 1.7 lbs this weekend. It was a box of rasinettes with Josh on Friday, that's what did it. I know it! It's just that he stopped holding my hand half way through the movie. And I crashed into this total panic thinking he's disgusted by me; he's dumping me. This is so stupid. Everything I've worked hard for is happening. Isn't this the part where I'm supposed to be happy??